it's 4.06am now and i'm still awake D:

sighs there's work tomorrow and i don't really feel like going. it's nearing the end of eoy holidays and all i'm feeling like doing is laze around and yeah. enjoy the last of my hols. before jc life starts and a whole new and well, expectedly boring school year starts again.

it's also cause of the pay i guess. 5 frigging pathetic bucks per hour is quite sad -.- since i've calculated and this month for all the hours that i've gone (erm so far 35 hours? or was it 40?) i'd have earned more or less around $200. that's all D: and to think i persevere on with my hunger on mondays wednesdays and fridays (cause work is from 2 or 3pm to 9plus pm i reach home at ten) yeah so i have my lunch at around 12nn.. dinner at 10pm every mon wed fri -.- it's horribleee D:

aish or maybe i'm just in a sucky mood today.

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oh oh i shall upload christmas photos real soon!:D took quite some pics w all my kiddo little cousins haha the pics are quite cute actually, cause those kiddos have all kinds of expressions on their faces in every pic it's quite amusing looking at them HAHA.

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what else. oh my room (that i have been attempting to pack since forever. and ever and ever) is still looking like a pig sty ARGHH. basically cause i always end up giving up halfway and leaving all the mess there and living w it -.- ah wells. room grooming attempt number X shall take place again tmr!:D:D bob the builder can we pack it? bob the builder yes we caaaannn ^^

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watched the channel u show at 9.30pm today.. the promise haha. i like the chinese name better but i don't rmb how to type it so forget it!

zz ah wells maybe not i shall attempt to type it o.o 向日葵的约定

THERE. HAHAHA. it's pretty amusing cause after logging on to facebook i see ppl posting about it and stuffs like that and i was like "OOH other people watched it too!" cause idk i get the impression people don't watch local shows cause i don't usually do too :O

haha it's pretty nice though!(:

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YAYE claireyeo got me jonghoon (FT) and jaejoong name tags from korea!:D:D:D:D hahaha and simyanying got me a SHINee notebook!:DD

hahaha i was just about to die of jealousy just two days ago cause everyone's going to korea/japan!! i saw at least like 8 korea albums from different people (CJ doesn't count CJ alone has like 3 to 5 -.-) and 6 japan albums?!?!?!! DDD: zz i want to go to korea and japan too! D: if only my mum understands that going to these two countries when i was a kiddo who just learnt to walk doesn't count :'(

oh wells but anyways! IM HAPPY HAHAHA cause i end up getting nice fangirl stuffs from people who went to korea!!:DDD singapore is so deprived of all these fangirl stuffs -.- i went to comics connection hoping to find some stuffs the other day and zz. i saw them selling stuffs of dongbang's debut days. =.=!!!! and getting them elsewhere in singapore is crazily ex cause of the shipping from korea! bleargh.

oh wells hongkong's nice too though! hongkong has also been one of the places that i wanted to go for quite a long time haha:D but the itinerary turned out to be pretty boring cause it was like sightseeing taking pics w statues and stuffs D: my ideal kind of hongkong trip was meant to be something like walking along the hongkong streets like 女人街 and 花园街 and what nots, taking our time, and hmm. stopping by those roadside food stalls and trying out all of the hongkong 小吃s. but no -.- for the 小吃 part we just rushed to some random restaurant store and hurriedly bought some 菠萝包 and then scoot off. cause there's a time limit set and it's the kind that will force you to just enter a store, browse around for a min, okay nothing here let's go. -.- and restaurant food is nice. v nice. but honestly i just wanted to sit at some roadside stall or something and try out a nice hot bowl of their 拉面 and stuff -.-

i wanted to experience hongkong life instead of visiting hongkong monuments =.=

gah ignore me maybe i'm still feeling horrible about how my entire tour group of old folks passed through a theme park full of super darn cool rides just to go to the other part of the theme park which involved a flower museum (?) and statues. aish ok lar the flower place was quite nice. but EH the part where we had to stand and wait for more than 1 hour for the freaking choo-choo train to fetch us to the place isn't.

and i realise the itinerary's really important! cause i looked through some of the facebook korea albums and realised that some of them are quite boring too! they went to like what. ancient significant places in korea. and taking pictures with statues and more statues i suppose. while CJ got to go skiing, go to the radio place to see suju people on air, see 2pm at some open event, do lots of shopping, go for their dance and vocal classes etc etc. hahaha which ttly beats taking pictures with plants and statues!

aish oh wells hongkong could've been so much nicer w a nice itinerary!D: i should go look for itinerarys which do not include sightseeing next time cause sightseeing = getting down the bus and walking to places just to take pics = torture for me i rather stay on the bus and sleep zz.

i waantt a place with a theme parrrkk:DD
i'm craving for theme park rides already oh my D:

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kk i shall go to sleep its 4.50am now argh. i hope i won't turn out like a dead worm or something at work tmr. zz seriously. should i just quit? -.-