went to bugis street to get cargo pants today:D first time going to bugis street HAHA. cab cal congregation place omg. you see all sorts of (amusing) people there O_O

haha this was my original plan:
1pm - 2pm: practice dance
2pm - 3pm: bathe/ get ready
3pm - 4pm: time spent to get there

so i was supposed to reach bugis st at 4pm and start shopping without tiny first. but -.- i started downloading songs and stuff hahaha and in the end i didn't even practice dance at all, and went to bathe at 3.30..? and left home at 4.35 HAHAHA. so basically i ended up reaching just a few minutes before the gay zz.

AH FAIL. STILL CANT GET PLOTY STUFF. CANT FIND. AND NO BUDGET. GAH.
at least tiny has her badges!

and FAIL AGAIN saw cargo pants (finally) at the 1st lvl of bugis street but ZZ they were all too big. GRR. so went to some really empty shopping centre next to b.s. shopped about and yes its as lousy/ sucker/ loserish as what tiny's friends said -.- so went to bugis junction. and eheh i finally found my cargo pants at edc esprit :D:D:D

theres the white one at 50bucks and the black one at 80bucks, but the white one's too big apparently, so i only got the black one (AHH 80 BUCKS). but i really like the white one so tmr i shall leave home early in th morning (by that i mean 10..? 11..? which is really early considering that thats the time that i usually wake up -.-) to go to tampines mall (tampines omg. the other side of the island -.- i can just sleep through the entire train ride again -.-) to get the only sized 36 white cargo pants (which is still too big btw i wear size 32 but ARGH who cares!) and then return all the way back to boonlay again for work.

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OH SPEAKING OF WORK.
haha i got the job at kumon, at pioneer. i was wondering where the blah it was at first, and then i realised that it was RIGHT NEXT TO dancepointe -.- surprise surprise, a few months at dancepointe alrdy and i nvr did realize. -.-

haha its mon wed fri 4-8pm and sat 9am to supposedly 1pm (but i guess im leaving earlier for dance).
only went for one time yesterday, and it was pretty fun:D:D you just have to mark the kids' work w the standard answer sheets and its really adorable cause those little kiddos come up to you and go "teacher~ how to do this?" HAHA. i was pretty much EH?! at first when a kid came up to me and said "teacher~" for the first time. AHA cuteness.

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I NEED MY FRIGGING MONTHLY CALENDAR. the one that i made & use to plan out all my stuffs! URGH i didnt keep track for nov and i cant rmb what i did in nov alrdy :'( all the ploty outings/ ploty grad/ wep (okay bad memory shall not mention ever again)/ etc etc. URGH.

i shall reprint the dec one either today or tmr.

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:'( there were some cj people who went to korea.. IM JEALOUSSSS D':
cause i saw some of their korea pictures on facebook and SOBS i want to go too! apparently my mum says that i went to korea and japan before when i was really young but ZZ. keywords: "when i was reaaaaallly young" -.- who heard about kpop when they were 4 or 5 huh huh you tell me.

gah i really hope hwachong has korea for gcp next year.. or like korea with friends or something. my family (including extended family omg) plans to go to taiwan next year, which is nice too cause i haven't been to taiwan, but urgh. family again? D:

i mean i go to bali with my family. i go to genting with my family. i go to vietnam with my family. i go to hongkong with my family. and basically you can imagine how bad it feels when you see a group of happy teenagers walk past you and you go "ah if only im here with my friends instead too". to make things worse at least some people have cousins/ sibs to accompany them when travelling overseas w family but pretty much all i have's kiddos and more kiddos (age range: 1 to 13 years old). so its old folks, adults and kiddos. awesome.

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oh speaking about vacations, shall blog a little about hongkong.

honestly, i didnt totally like it -.- i mean, HI LET ME INTRODUCE MY TOUR GROUP TO YOU. its basically my grandma's friends in the tour group so 80% old folks. okay then the remainder 20% comprises of uncles/aunties/ my mum/ one 20 year old girl/ me.

generation gap ahoyyy.

and basically when you get into a quarrel with your mother, turn up late for the supposed meeting time, etc etc because you are the youngest in the tour group, and the majority of the tour group are aged around 40-60 years above my age, they treat you like a kid. its a kind of feeling i cant really elaborate here but its just goddamn irritating urgh freak.

like in a case where our family was the last to turn up on the bus on the first morning (cause i tell you when you tell the old folks to gather at 8.30 they ALL gather at 8.15 kiasu much?) it wasnt said but the blame of being late pretty much ended on me -.- though actual reason: 1. my grandma was shitting. 2. i said that the lobby was G (as in the lift button) but i was being ignored by my mum and grandma as usual and my mum thought she was so smart and pressed the button 1. lift opened at 1st floor my entire family walked out leaving me no choice but to walk out too and the next second my smart mum went "what is this place??? O_O" but aww too bad the lift went back up alrdy. so waited for another lift to come and i was like "-.- that's why i said G." and basically i got snapped at by my mum for not saying it louder -.- and oh another thing about my smart family was that when the lift came again it was meant to go up (we wanted to go down) but they happily ignored that fact and went in and the lift went all the way up from 1st floor to the 16th floor -.- so yes basically we were late.

then at night, whilst shopping we were supposed to meet at 10pm (we split into two groups: my grandma my mum one random uncle and his wife and the other group was well, me and basically me.) shopping alone is indeed a zillion times more productive than having an adult tagging around. i bought lotsa cool stuffs:D i shall post some other time:DD but anws at 10 or even slightly before it i turned up at the meeting place and my mum/grandma/random couple were already there so i just walked up to them and this was the irritating part. -.- the random uncle (around 50+?) i honestly didn't know came up to me and tried to be the nice guy cause my mum and i weren't on nice terms and said "hen3 hao4, mei2 chi2 dao4. bu2 pa4, ni3 kan3, uncle xiang1 xin4 ni3 :D:D:D" which pretty much made me go o.O and was fighting the urge to tell him "uncle i barely even know you." besides, the xiang xin ni part (the way he said it) was pretty much insulting. basically shows how the adults have alrdy associated you with the reason why your family was late -.-

and yeah theres also other stuffs, but seriously. the hongkong 6 day trip turned out to be much of a torture to me. since im basically surrounded by generation gaps (including my mum. the trip made me realize that despite my mum dressing/looking really young and acting really young too, a generation gap is something that can never be ignored.) the things that they do and the things that I want to do differ by miles. eg: you walk through a theme park. for teens the hearts go to taking rides, getting snacks and drinks, camwhoring with people your age etc. for folks, the hearts go to walking through a flower garden and taking pictures of flowers. taking pictures with statues and taking pictures with plants. and queueing for goodness knows how many hours just for a bumpity choo-choo train ride. when there was actually a really damn cool hiphop dance performance going on by some blacks onstage. followed by a mime, and a really cute group of guys singing. i guess old folks dont watch hiphop huh..

i was honestly dying to go home from the 2nd day of the trip onwards, and yes i did have fun times like shopping and stuff, but other than that, (shakes head) it was really unbearable. i remembered having so much more fun at gcp.

to sum things up, hongkong basically made me make up my mind that i don't want family trips anymore. its not a moment of anger thing, since that'd be ridiculous im not even pissed now, but its just something i've decided on since day 2. since years ago, there hasn't been a single family trip where my mum and i have sat through it peacefully without any conflict. which made me pretty confused why this is so on family trips, but not so much at home. but then i realised that its cause when im at home i pretty much spend my time locked up in my room, and having my meals in my room and all. there's barely any chance for interaction and uhhuh i think things should remain that way.

for the taiwan trip next year, im not so sure if i'd wanna go anymore. the only incentive is that i havent been to taiwan before, but im pretty sure it'd just turn into a hongkong trip number 2. which was pretty much a nightmare, and it still is. gah i'll see if i have any friends wanting to go overseas next year, or gcp.

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woohoo i see myself typing long posts againnn~~!:D
haha awesome:D i rmb that the posts in my previous blog were getting shorter and shorter -.-
HEHHEH a change of blog is a smart choice afterall!:D

argh 3.30am. SLEEP.