sighs school's starting once this weekend is over D: so fast :'(
then it'd be one more year of persevering and everything before eoy holidays start all over again.

argh whyyy. im still in the 'i like the feeling of cooping in my room mood'!D':

everyone's complaining about the first week of hcjc's schedule on facebook now. zz idk if it's a good or bad thing that i haven't seen the schedule yet -.- my com hangs everytime i try to open that stupid pdf file lol. but arghh. i heard that there are what. english diagnostics and what nots?! ewwww D:

i shall go try opening again later.
sighs wth jc's gonna be a whole lot of boredom D:
i sort of miss nanyang alrdy, actually. saw some of the juniors' pics of like sec one orientation and stuff and started missing the angel mortal/ getting excited to pass a present to your angel/ mortal days. and yahh stuff like that!

pft i'm gonna miss being in a girls' school that's for sure :'(

***

oh wells it's saturday tmr! gonna wake up early to practice ringdingdong and t-shirt for both cj and dancefact =)

i don't really like the rdd class anymore though. pft kinda waiting for it to just end. i wanted to sign up for more mv classes initially, but seeing how ringdingdong went i don't feel like anymore. i mean, it's nice in the sense that i know how to dance to rdd now, but cause the instructor's just a hiphop instructor, teaching mv classes doesn't really suit him you know -.- cause basically to him it's just learning a dance while to us it's learning our idols' dance.

and yah -.- like last sat we spent the whole class recapping -.- seemed to me like most of the ppl in the class were doing fine, there was no need for recapping, then i realized that it was the instructor who needed recapping. and i might sound really (insert idk what word here) saying this but i get really really annoyed when he teaches us stuffs in the wrong direction or whatever. i mean, we paid to learn the dance, so we must as well learn the correct thing, directions and all right.

it's really annoying how i've learnt around 3 different versions of ringdingdong and yeah when ppl in cj move left i move right cause right is actually the correct way of doing it, but we've all been taught to move left -.-

ah wells. i can close my eyes to some parts like zzz i'm lazy to point out i don't want to appear too annoying too, but some i can't lol wth. he got the directions for one whole part wrong. professionality much?

***

lastly, listen to this song!:D

it's from shining inheritance; eunwoo who's autistic but is really good at the piano (like talented to a ridiculous level) he composed this song for his older sister. it's called thinking of noona, and when he told his sister about the name of the piece the sister was so touched because her autistic brother actually understood what "thinking of" meant/ what the feeling of missing someone was.

i don't usually care about instrumental pieces unless i need a lullaby to fall asleep or something but i really like this one:D maybe it's cause of the meaning behind it:D thinking of noona ♥

ah and i really like how eunsung describes autistic kids :)

angels who lost their way and fell from heaven; which is why they appear to live in a world of their own and have different mindsets/ ways of expressing themselves as compared to that of a normal person, but they are really pure and innocent and are here to bring joy to people :)