freestyle freestyle freestyleeee D:
it's like I don't mind freestyling every cca prac but when it's my turn my brain just blanks out arghh DD: and it's so awkward when seniors are waiting for us to step out and freestyle and no one does it :/ it's just grooving to the beats and interpreting the music however you want actually, but somehow I just cant do that zzz -_____-
ah wells takes time!! shall try doing more freestyle at home, as well as alll the choreos learnt! haha im aiming to be able to at least freestyle decently and actually enjoy freestyling as much as the snrs do by dance night ehhs so YEAAAHH :) shall practice hard and work towards that!!!
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idk why it's like all my confidence and everything poofed after I stepped into upper sec D: don't dare to try out new stuffs anymore, don't dare to freestyle, don't dare to even give the stuffs I suck at a second attempt or something D: and i daresay that if you placed me back on stage to act out a play like what the dramafeste cast did, i probably would end up chickening out as well.. sighs i wonder what happened :/ I thought that being in tcn in ny was supposed to increase my passion for drama/ performing.. so why did that passion die down instead?:(
it's like i don't see the lower sec steph anymore..
this sucks. that passion--
i have to get it back.